Sorry For not writing , been busy as usual , sleep , watch tv doing chores others that teens would do during holidays . A fresh new beginning will start soon , How i feel ? FRUSTRATED , CONFUSED , MIXED UP , DEPRESSED , at young age ? Weird me I'm one of those experimental PBSMR Candidates next year , I don't have enough confident-nes to score A's in the exam . I promise myself to work harder and do not want to disappoint my parents neither my teacher and chingus . Wait i got lost a bit , noisy much here . Repeating The same mistakes like what i did when i took UPSR is just a humiliation for me . I can do better , but what did i do ? (don't ask) . I Got scolded a lot these days just because I ruined my future to go to boarding school but not this time . I've had enough . please .

Since the internet is being good today , i may babble a lot about how I'm going to strive these upcoming exams , Maybe not . I'll share some problems and Bam ! I'm off to sleep . lol no i won't sleep again . Ok So ..... Mom has been pushing me and told me i have to go tuition and extra class . Quit music class after i take ABRSM exam in March 2014 . So In total , I Am busy until the end of march , And Only Free on Wednesday . LOL When i think back , the way i've been releasing stress is having a good short nap and Bam ! I've wasted 3 Hours OOOO ! *laughs

I Don't Know , First month of school may be hard for me , in a lot of matters . how to survive , i'm really curious and lost here . I'll just go what fate brings me . And I'll avoid talking bad about people , maybe avoid everyone . Hate to think . Need To figure out how to arrange daily schedule for me ,  wishing i don't end up getting tired . Not good at sports and anything sporty so i'll try my best to be active in curriculum .

So whatever will come ahead , In Shaa Allah I'll face it as calm and smart as i can . Not to let laziness overloads me . Wish Me luck in life , i hate emotions xoxo byep !